One's suffering is comfortless (part 3 from the book of job)
is there not a time of hardships for man place on earth
are not one's day also like the day of a working man
like a servant who earnestly desires
like a working man who eagerly awaits for his hard earn wages
been allotted , months of futility
and wearisome nights that have been appointed
when one lays down, questions
when will one be awaken
and the night to come to a close
had fills of tossing til dawn
flesh that was contaminated with worms and dust that's unsettle
skin that is cracked and chapped, breaks out of one's face
days are swifter than an agile track runner
days spend hopelessly with nothing to live for
remember that life is a breath
eyes that will never again see good
the eyes of Him who sees the one, will not see no more
while Your eyes are upon one, there will no longer be
the clouds disappears and vanishes away to a place of the unknown
anyone who is bury in the grave will not come up
no one shall ever return home
his home is no longer recognizable
therefore, thoughts will not be restain
speaking in the anguish of one's spirit
complaining to the bitterness of the soul
when one conveys that the bed is comfortable
the couch will ease to one's issue
fright of dreams unwarranted
vision being terrify without understanding
the soul chooses strangling and even death before the body
life being loathe
life full of uncertainties
days are but a breath
gasping for air that means what
what defines a man in which You exalt him
Your heart is set on his
visiting him every morning
testing him every moment
for how long? will You not look away
let one be even saliva was being swallow inside of the mouth
did a sin occur
what was done to You?
why be Your target
perhaps one is being a burden to You
why not pardon one's transgression
take away any form of iniquities
You seek relentlessly, but the one will no longer be