Now What?
Location
Water flowing from my eyes-
I close the door and lock it
Tissues-
Somewhere in the closet
Razor-
Under the bed by that old guitar-
You used to play for me
Now just look how far
We've gotten from the world we knew
Since you left me.
You said you'd always be my angel
You know I don't believe in them
Is this your way of lying?
You said it wouldn't hurt thid bad
When you left the world,
Memories of you start making my head hurt.
You showed me how to live my life
With only good decisions
Your smile always seemed to push
Away my blurry visions.
I close my eyes and think of you-
Put the razor down and breathe,
Just like you taught me
I drown myself in your love
And all that used to be
My eyes open and I'm staring through the glass-
See the world around me,
FREE I feel at last
I know there are angels now
And I know which one is mine
As I glance at your picture,
tears of joy flood the sky.