I had never cared before but

why should I put myself out there to support those that won't even

help themselves

I had never really paid attention to

those crying in the streets or begging for help because they had

no where else to gofeel 

I had family that lived there

for most of their lives they struggled but we always heard that they

made it through

I had confidence

that they would be safe and comfortable there until

the news came on

I had tears in my eyes

and fear in my heart as I watched Yolanda's

destructive path

I had my cousin's number

and I called him to confirm and to be certain

my uncle was still alive

I had a little peace

Just a little piece of it for a small moment in time where I knew I wouldn't

fall to pieces

I had regret

for all of my previous actions, reactions, and distractions that helped me push aside

the world's disasters

I'll always have hope

because everyone needs a shining light in the darkness of the world

that is sure to come

We'll always bring help

For who can stand to stand alone when others need you

to stand alongside them