Never could I have pictured,
We would be here today
With everything and nothing figured
Not black or white, just gray.
Five years ago, we had everything,
Friendship, compassion, trust.
Now all of that is held on a string
Which, at any moment, can combust.
I don’t know where we stand,
What this relationship has crumbled to.
It’s all gone, out of hand
After everything we’ve gone through.
The pictures, the messages, the notes.
They still exist, but where are you
You’ve become like a ghost,
A dark figure, a shadow, a statue.
For years, I blamed myself,
Thinking I was the one who was wrong.
But have you ever thought about yourself,
Perhaps you were the one responsible all along.
I’m still not aware of what happened,
What drove us to two opposite ends.
All I know is that I felt abandoned.
I just hope one day, we can once again, be friends.