the tears never seem to end
never speaking my mind
you ask me to open up to you
to let my thoughts be free
did you really think that i could bend just because?
trying to find a professional
i could use the help
my prescriptions are all filled
what was i diagnosed with again?
i am on the mend, for what?
i want you, but i want death just as much
i cannot choose between you two
that is not something that i could have ever intended to decide
feeling hopeless without you
you are my everything
hoping you will stay
for your own sake and not mine
i need to fix myself
i need to love you endlessly
i have left my own mind
to try and stop this rendering of destruction