Insanity:
Doing all the same things and thinking that you're gonna get a different ending

Manning up seems like the ideal decision.

To become a millennial version of Peyton, 
   and lead Colts and Broncos free from the stables of stakes and bondage.

Memories of courses ran before  
  stampede the mind like a pack of wild hellhounds, 
snarling at the mind sights of hindsighted doubts repeating on an old station like TV Land or something.

But I can't forget the initial high definition video of being able to be anything I wanted to see.

~B. Rye