Talking to me now you'd never know

The sound in my voice 

The look in my eyes

It's all a little deceiving 

You'd never be able to tell what happened that nigh four years ago

The way that I talk

The caution I carry gives me away

I'm not a live on the edge type

I'm not a rough and tough type either

But that night was different 

That night was like I wasn't me

That night I was someone else

And now I can't stop thinking about it

How it could have happened

How it could have been different

How I could have stopped it

Talking to me now you'd never know.