Never ending
Feels like a suffocating nightmare
Your heart constantly pounding as though it will burst out of your skin
Your eyes filled with tears
Your lips quivering
Your body so tense it aches as much as your soul
The realization that the man you’ve chosen to love, never chose to love you too
Life as you know it will never be the same
Every step you take, feels like you’re about to collapse
Your mind racing trying to figure out how we got to this point
No will to continue but you force yourself for the kids
The every day chore becomes unbearable
You wish you could just....
Just for a minute....
Stop the crying
Pause the emotions
Fast forward the heartbreak
Play the new beginnings...
And then it starts all over
Feels like a suffocating nightmare