I'm attracted to mystery

I jump into the unknown

Assuming that it's good

Because it's new.


I want you because you're different

You're elusive

You're confusing

You suprise me 

And I like the break from monotony.


But in trying to know you

I start to lose myself

I become uncertain

Following your lead

Instead of carving my own path.


Wanting you is wrong

We're not good for each other.

I know this, 

Yet I can't seem to stay away.


I yearn for you

But is it because I want you

Or do I just want someone different?

You're certainly different

But I've yet to decide

Whether that's a good thing

Or a very bad thing.


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