Myself;
There's so much going on
A mind full of words.
A heart full of spirit
Spinning, swirling, trying to escape
Mouth closed.
Has a way with words
Yet don't have a way with words?
No no don't do it
I don't mean this.
tears.
Fall.
And I scream inside my mind telling myself to stop
Weakness.
Sadness.
Anger.
Frustration.
say what you mean
Mean what you say.
So many things in my head,
Things: ideas, options, plays
Where to next.
I'm awake, too awakre for my own good.
So many thoughts
That are moving so fast
I didn't know if I'd evere be able to catch up
"Hey-"
Before I knew it, I was talking
Thoughts.
That are now able to escape.