I see myself just sitting there all by myself, like usual. I just stare at myself thinking why am I here in this place, where i dont belong? Why am I acting like someone who I hate. It terrifies my to my soul to see who I have become. I dont see myself anymore, this person right here is someone totally different. I guess im just going to watch myself til i find myself again. When i watch this lonely person just sit there and cry to herself, i think why does she put herself through so much pain. Pain is all she ever felt in life. She came from a broken home where no one even cared if she was falling. Once she fell, the only thing she could do is get back up. Everytime she fell it got harder and harder. She got to the point where she wanted to give up her life. The day she got so close, she then realized that she had one person in her life to help her. One day she began to cry out to him, she prayed to him for guidence. One day he answered her prayers, her whole life started to change. From that day I was done watching myself fall down to paradise. I was done with people walking all over me. I was done about caring what others thought about me. Now today I am independent!