My mind kills me

When I'm sitting all alone

My stomach aches

My skin tears

But it's my thoughts

That cut down to the bone

Nobody can see

How much I cry at night

Reality transparent

Misconceptions apparent

My logic and emotions

Are in a constant fight

Don't want to live

But do I want to die?

My head is filled with sadness

Faking smiles left and right

I can't escape the labyrinth

or can I?