She is constantly on my mind.

Her laugh.

Her voice.

I shouldn't care this much about her.

She still loves someone else.

The pain.

The longing.

I hate her for making me feel this way.

It's just a crush

But crushes fade...

This hasn't...

Watching as she struggles to find who she is.

I want to be there for her

But she's so far, yet so close.

I love her yet I'm in pain.

It's a fire that burns

And leaves scars

Yet warms and comforts in it's embrace.