My Message to Happiness
Dear Happiness,
I miss you
You’ve always handled me with care
Made me see reality with just a quick smack
Yet, all those sweet whispers and promises of honey had me wondering
Do you really love me or are you in love with the idea of loving me
You say that I'm not worth your time, yet you,
Happiness
My lovely friend know you're lonely and visit quite often
You come during the day bringing smiles and false security
Yet disappear during the night, leaving me five feet deep in obscurity
How do you have the right to be angry at my doubt?
When you only show for entertainment
My thoughts a circus for your enjoyment
You gave up on me, so I gave up on you
Every tear that I cried for your return, burned
I was blinded by my need for your company
Drowning in learned insecurities
Sadness had to let me cry on her shoulder
You said you wouldn't make compromises
but you seem to make to many
Why must you love so many others but not me!
I'm jealous
Happiness, you're such a fake friend
Yet I’d do anything for you
Why do you always go missing when I need you most,
Do you not like the home I created for you!
Is there some way I can change your ways dear friend, and lover
Happiness, stop loving the idea of loving me for it is fools gold
Politely gilded
I love you but I’m leaving you
You cruel ways are no longer needed
From the person who wishes you health and prosperity