No matter how many times I've been let down, I seem to stick around.

And hope that things will change where her memory is gone and you won't remember her name but right now that's not the case.

Because you tend to flip flop on the words you speak, in one breathe you love her but in the same you care for me and I've tried to sink deep and keep my feelings buried but I always seem to come up for more...

The view is so pretty by the shore. 

With whatever you say my spirit sways and my branches give way. And when my roots grow weak  I then realize I fell in too deep so I TIMBER and lay, dazed in the heap of leaves that once caressed you and me but maybe that's not where I should be reminiscing on what we could be even though I can see that I'm too far away from where our throne should be

To ever call you my own. 

Being unrealistic where my feelings feel so true and where your heart falls? I don't know, because I blindly follow you.

Even though you're allowed to make the same mistake and put your heart in another's embrace then come back to call me into your space I'm lost and there are too many stakes to cross the bridge that binds us together. Maybe there's something that I could do better...

Damn I just wish I could

Call you my own.

Once again I am fooled. By your lies and you're witty tools.

You know how to get that expression out of me, where the corners of my mouth twitch up no matter how mad I could be and the way your sweet hand grazes over my body leaving a trail of tingles and cool that stains my heart of you

And you always ask me If I remember the kiss we shared.

Nonchalant, I respond no but of course I care

How dare I forget? Even the day we first met?

Your entrancing speech signals the beat of wings attached to my heart. The affect you create is quite a work of art and for that I do applaud you on your efforts, to turn my gloomy days into summer weather.

But this is my piece that I must release. For my hearts feast has turned you into a greedy beast. 

Because one day when you realize the selfishness behind your lies the amount of rivers that I've cried and you see the damage that you caused to make our bridge fall I won't be there on the other side to bid you goodbye because I gave you enough time to cross to my side but you still choose to abandon me and leave me with no light

Its sad because in my mind,

I want you to be mine. I was always yours. 

I just wish I had a chance to 

Call you my own.