To my first love...

Who is techinally my second love...

I hate everything about you, but love everything you are

You broke my heart like no one else has

You have the power too make me feel vulnerable with one glance

I knew that "us" would never work because I saw the lighting in your eyes

But, you made me believe thunderstorms were my favorite

I remember hearing all the bad things about you, but could only see the good

You made everything my fault & I believed you

You were like the ocean, so beautiful at first glance, but deep down was dark & scary

"I love the ocean" I screamed at you one day & saw that evil smirk 

It should've scared me, but you made me feel powerful

To my first love...

Who techinally is my second...

I miss those lighting storm eyes & ocean personality.