A smile on the face is my disguise...

the truth is hidden behind my eyes...

never was i good at emotional epression...

never did i want anybody to ask questions...

to why i feel so helpless...

the way i see it, its just a waist of time...

but then again, its only through my eyes...

 active days followed by lonley nights...

 many different ways,, one i chose was not right..

it had me lose sight,, brought me darkness,,

  trapped with no light,,.. 

feelings as if i lost it,,

as the sky is blue,,

my heart is gray..

so it rains out my eyes everyday...

a cold heart.... with a short fuse...

torn apart...left all abused..

time to set myelf free, 

take a chance on what life has to offer me,,

never give up no matter the number of tries,,

start of a new vision,,

THROUGH MY EYES....