my darling she's dead but why does she breath
she dreams of a heart of smoke
and believed itd still be there when she awoke
and when the regret filler her sight
she crased and set fire to the night
and her hair was long when she waved good bye
but her eyes rolled back and they all knew why
and a door wide open and a window closed
and a dream no one had ever supposed
and her hair was short when he kissed her softly
and her elegance proved just too cotsly
and where do we now draw the line
between drunk and valentine
her canvases have been smashed through
the sheets on her bed are ruined too
the water from her shower head
now forever runs in red
and down the drain she watched it flow
like rivers to the ocean so
vast she wondered just how much
shed have to work to keep in touch
and her hair was in her face when she
fixed herself a cup of tea
and tucked her body into bed
with chemicals killing her head
and when she swollows she still tastes
blood and bile and tooth paste
and when she eats her hands still break
and when she sleeps she stays awake
and when she feels bad for herself
her skins seems to lie on a shelf
a burial ground for sobs and sighs
and lengthened six month old goodbys
so when you look for any pulse
youll touch her neck upon impulse
and when her skin feels cold and hollow
she wil say youre hers to follow
cut her open, you will see
shes only what you wanted her to be