I had my son my first born the first love of my life that stole my heart

A unconditional love that only a mother can have one that will never be separated or part

It was a hard labor pain i never thought i'd live to see another day to breathe and see the sun shine

But once he was here the hard part was over all i knew was that this baby was mine

A young mother with a future before me only God knew what our live behold

My mama and papa told me love him but when he gets older that ass you better scold

He's gone grow to live life one day and you gotta teach him right from wrong

You dont want to experience the day of him calling from jail cause you didnt raise him

strong...

He gone love you for life cause you mama and no woman will be able to be like you in

his eyes...

Raise him right Nece one day he might buy you that house and give your heart the best

surprize..

God has blessed you on this day with a gift of life a ribbon in the sky.

I know you in pain and happy yes' this your baby stop crying dry your eyes.

We here for you this our first grandchild we gone love him and help you always forever

Welcome to the Parks family grandson your gonna be a Parks 4life and a family from 

this day we are together.

My papa said, i was mad you got pregnant at a young age but my this grandson he gone 

be just like me .

I looked at my papa eyes and knew he was happy in his heart you see......

Now he grown and we've had our up and down's in life but my love never have never

changed....

Cause when my son and all my kids were born into this world i made a promise to myself

and them all my love would always remain the same.

I know one day imma get old and do me and wanna be free 

When that time comes i pray my kids still love me too unconditionally too you see

A mother has her breaking point when she want to be young again and have fun

Because of years of raising kids by herself that day will come when mama like i gotta

do me im done..

I left my mama and papa house at the age of 17 and never came back unless i needed to

for a short time..

But now im 43 in my heart i know im running outta time cause my young days i cant get 

back or find.....

I got a promise ring after 14 years from a man one day,the next he left left me and dissapeared

But in my heart i knew this day was coming and yes it was beyound fear..

My kids told me about him he was a player

That treated me like a sex slave a play toy a trophy a layer

Fuck that nigga God blessed me with a good man another nigga and he a Beast dont take

no shit..

Hell if that fuck nigga pull up my new nigga gone fuck my ex up like ,he his BITCH

But mama happy and sad cause i miss my kids but i know, i raised ya right

Thats why im able to live and thank God and pray while im living elsewhere,and ya

no longer in my sight..