The Most Authentic Version of Myself
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Authentic [adjective]
described as being real
or genuine
not fake or copied
Undone, unwound
the strings that make me, 'me'
I am, without the filter or the makeup
the purest form I could be
There is a certain kind of peacefulness
that comes with being authentic
the fact that anyone I chose
can see who I honestly am
Hair down, no makeup
You now focus on the qualities that matter
How I have a passion for art and art history
but critique and throw away everything I make
and believe I don't know enough to even curate a museum
Envious of my friends whose bodies are perfect
no stretch marks or imperfections
but I've reached the age to see that those things
make me different, and now I'm happy
Numerous times I've been told
the way I talk about the unjustness of this world
could just be enough to make a difference
and I plan to do so in the future
To make sure women of the generations to come
are never questioned "What were you wearing"
when reporting sexual assault
I, since a very young age, have sought to please
even the most depressed or unwilling people
I see myself as a person who refuses to give up
on someone no matter what
Coming to this state of mind, realizing my
passions, qualities, and plans
is the most authentic version of myself
and I believe I will be that person
until the day I die