Mommy I'm Not Really Sure
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Mommy, I'm not really sure
Why you won’t cut my hair
Or why you dress me up in skirts
And dresses and in heels
Can't I wear a suit instead?
A black one with matching shoes?
Can't I cut my hair short?
And spike it just like dad’s?
Mommy, I'm not really sure
Why you buy me toy dolls
Or nail polish or lipstick
Or ponies with soft flowing hair
Can't I have a car instead?
The kind with stripes and flames?
Can't I have dinos and legos?
And my very own plastic bug trapper?
Mommy, I'm not really sure
Why you want me to play with girls
I don't like house and dress up
And hopscotch on the playground
Can't I play with boys instead?
I like to play man hunt
And baseball and kickball
And tag with the rest of the boys
Mommy, I'm not really sure
Why you decided I was a girl
I'm sure you made a mistake somewhere
This just isn't me at all
Can't I be a boy instead?
Surely I can choose?
I know I am one on the inside
Why can't anybody else see?
Mommy, I'm not really sure
Why you're laughing at me now
What do you mean I was born a girl
And that's just the way it is?
Can't I ever change that mommy?
I know you don't believe me
But inside mommy, I've always known
I'm a boy, through and through
Why do people hate me mom?
Just because I'm different?
Why do they sneer and call me names?
And spit at me in the hallway?
I didn't ask to be this way
It's just how I was born
Don't I deserve to be myself?
Whatever that someone might be?
Why don't people get it mom?
It doesn't mean a thing
It's what's inside that really counts
Everyone always says
Why won't they get to know me?
I'm the same as anyone else
Why can't they see there's more to me?
If they just looked past my body