Momma' why'd you leave?

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Mommy, I miss you. Why'd you let Addiction take you over? [R.I.P. Mom]
Everyday I ask myself, "Why did you have to go?" And I never seem to get an answer…

It's eating at me, it wont go away, It grows and grows like a disgusting Cancer…

I keep telling myself that it was because "God" wanted you, It was your time… I'm lying to myself by believing in something that doesn't exist, at least it doesn't in my mind.

I know the real reason you got taken away, It was because of your Addiction.

You let something so insignificant take over your life, Constantly wanting more of a high…

You were living one big lie. 

I still never got an answer, Why'd you have to die?

   ——-Mommy please come back, I promise I will give you some slack! Mommy I need you! I miss hearing your voice, especially whenever you called me your "Pooh"! Mommy I love you, This is your daughter, I've done so much with my life, But you're gone you wont get to see, everyday it hurts, like I'm being stabbed with a serrated knife.———-

I want to know, Would it have been different?

For your family, Would you leave behind something so insignificant?

You didn't need it, though you thought you did…

You left me, how could you, I'm your kid!

I need an answer, I need closure, Momma' Why'd you have to go? Momma' Why'd you leave…?

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