Miscarriage of mine
Location
Great night for fireworks
Friends and family gathered
Instant pain, unconsiousness
Hospital room, white walls, curtains draped
Doctor has bad news
"You are having a miscarriage".
Nothing they can do
All night, thriving pain, darkness, tears
Praying its all a lie
Rush of fluid, wet, soakinginto the bathroom,
My undergarments, a bed for him
Tiny baby, unformed, beautiful, dead.
In my hands your precious
The torment, crisis, disaster, loneliness
My heart is broken
I cannot save you
I cannot keep you
They took you from me
Unconsiousness, awake, blood everywhere, pain
Unconsiousness, awake,"shes loosing blood"
Unconsiousness, awake, confusion, pain gone
"Mother where is my baby"
"They took it sweety, im so sorry"
Where is my boy, where is he
FIRE, ASHES, GARBAGE, DISPOSAL
In the hospital medical waste.
He is gone forever
No closure, no funeral
Nothing but forever pain.