McKenzie
I see you
your life
comes up on my screen
I see you will
always
choose her
she was there
easier
you never believed in soulmates
until I became yours
how was it so
easy for you to lie to me?
I called myself crazy
"she wouldn't do that"
"I'm paranoid"
but weren't you
just like everyone else
jumping at
the chance
for something better than the
heartbroken
paranoid
girl
didn't you take
All my fears and
make them my new reality?
why do I still let you
hold me hostage
with the promises
you couldn't keep?
why didn't I walk away
from you the moment
I saw your face?
if I could go back
I'd erase you
never let you be
apart of my memories
ever again
this is the part
where you thought
I was writing of a lover
but don't
best friends
hurt us so much more?