i feel like im about to lose my sh*t tbh. Everything to my parents is my fault. cant get over my stupid ex. I keep thinking ima find someone that will make my life worth living. i seriously cant deal with this sh*t. being unloved, hated or the crazy ex. or the kid that fails all her classes. i am tired menatlly . i cant take this anymore. i can end it right now and no one would f***ing care tbh. "im here for u " lies u think saying that will make u a better person when all u do is tell people everything is gonna be alright. its not and it never was for me