Loved
I have always wished for something more
a little hope,
a little love,
a little bit of something.
But now I sit by myself
wishing for nothing.
Darkeness surrounds me
watching me from the corner of my room.
I am surrounded by things
not able to find what is true.
Confidence is out the window
and the clock that has always flew.
No time,
No love,
No way to know
what will happen next.
So I sit by myself
waiting for the text.
The phone beside me
does not light
he will never answer me.
I may feel something real
but he will never for me.
Just friends,
maybe we could be more,
but I sit alone tonight
waiting by the phone.
Hidden in the darkness
is where I will always be;
unable to find the spark of love
from under my sheets.
He will never see me
for more than just a friend.
A female friend
never more
waiting for the cure.
Alone at prom
is what i suspect;
Alone on Valentine's day.
So I sit by myself
Alone til the end of days.