Lost

I'm lost in my head,

Lost in my mind.

Where is my happiness? It's so hard to find.

Lost in the shadows that darken my room.

Lost in all the craziness I consume.

Lost all hope,

Lost all direction,

Can someone please treat my infection?

I'm infected with hate and sorrow and pain,

What is happening inside my brain?

The madness is taking over,

I've lost all control,

Over everything -- my mind, body and soul.

They won't stop screaming and yelling and fighting.

I start to panick and they get louder.

Louder and louder they keep up the chant:

"You are worthless! You know you can't!"

I can't do anything because I'm trapped inside,

This hateful place I call my mind.

I am no more.

I am gone.

I am done.

I am lost.

This poem is about: 
Me

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