Loss and Thoughts
Caught between my thoughts and what is real
I look up to the starry sky
Angels don't use Wings to flutter
they only fly,
Sometimes i cry and ask God why loved ones must die
Bittersweet thoughts of past memories linger by
While my heart rests on the rocking chair nearby
Folded cotton t-shirts and strong scents of green tea
Why me? I’ve never been good at getting over lost things
Did i ever tell you that I made her an orange paper ring
Some people tell me i'm to dramatic
Others tell me in just extra
I am who i am
I use my actions to express my reflection
Mom once told me, Natalie look into the water and thats where u can find peace
Pieces of peaceful broken fragments are thrown in
They forever sink deep
We sat in the car listening to the crashing waves
No happy music playing to distract her from her pain
Her tears rolled down and she talked to me about faith
The faith she had already lost in the struggles of today
Staring into the distance I was simply paralyzed
I realized at a young age there was nothing could do to restore the fair in life