I like to eat sleep and be alone

empty messages, no missed calls on my phone

Walk through the streets contemplating on life

no one to go on dates or make me their wife

Old friends and family call to hang out

i just make uo lies and say im out and about

No enemies, drama or rumors about me

mom just says im going through a phase and to stop being melancholy

I like my solitude me, mysellf, and I

but when i see lovers kissing, a mom hugging her child or a friend trading gifts

Sometimes i stop and ponder what if?