A Lonely Hunter
Alone.
A hole.
A sadness.
A blue comfort.
My heart is a lonely hunter
Who spends its life
Half-heartedly
Living half a life
Half-alive.
“I want… I want…”
It tells me.
But what it wants
It doesn’t know.
But oh, how it wants.
Maybe another heart
To wrap around
So I can find
My way around
This strange place.
The heart is a hunter
With such mad desires!
Found in neon lights
And false hopes and people
When there is no love in sight.
I want to love and be loved.
But maybe I can’t.
What if that’s not for me?
And that fills my heart with weight.
And fear.
But there’s still time.
And my time here is brief.
So fuck it. I’ll enjoy it.
And hope that I’ll find what I’m looking for.
My heart is a lonely hunter.
I guess that’s a beautiful thing.