lonely
someone
please read these
read these words of my heart
finally open, finally willing
no longer afraid of being violated
of my ideas being taken, my mind being raped
i'm no longer afraid
i'm ready to share
to spill forth my secrets
to open my heart
i'm so lonely
i feel so empty
maybe pouring out my soul, through the clicking of my keyboard
will give me the adrenaline, the company i need
i want to be loved
to be held so tightly that the stress just evaporates
so please
take me words
hear my thoughts
like a lifeline i'm desparately reaching for
throwing my emotions to you like caution to the wind
please
anyone
let my words mean something
i feel like i'm screaming
my heart is aching
but from my lips never escapes a sound
who knows why i feel this way
but i do and i need you
to cuddle, to kiss, to hug, to love
to dance with, to adventure with through long drives in the car
to belt each song to the highest degree
off key but who cares, its just you and me
i used to be in love with you but now i'm not
now, i just love you
youre my best friend
hear me
dont leave me
hold my heart