Living To Love You

I feel like I died a million deaths

How can you not feel the same?

I would say my tears are just allergies

but really

my heart cannot be tamed


I feel 


seeing you with your other

kills me again 

and again

Getting back any life or strength

its impossible

My love for you is really what I need to defend



Why is this so hard?

I cannot

I will not

let you go

Is it her or can it possibly be me?

Why do your feelings confuse me



Because I miss you

I cannot do anything

If it is not me

What's my purpose of living?

Especially when

I'm living to love you

This poem is about: 
My community
My country
Our world


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