Anxiety overcomes me in my sleepWaiting for what’s next to comeThoughts fill up in my headOne by one, I can't get them to escape Bullies overcome me in my dreamsTheir haunting words piercing my skin like daggersNo friends. No enemies. There is just no one for me.So I shall go away Tears stream down my faceMy hands moving at the speed of lightWriting my 13 reasonsBut I can’t. I just can’t. I think of my little sisterWho’s just six years oldI look at my mother’s smile gleaming at me All of a sudden my list is full13 reasons turn into 3There is people out there for meSo I shall see People wave and people smileIt feels great to be happy and freeFinding friends. Creating memories.This is what I’ve always wanted Anxiety turns to joy.Those negative thoughts turn positive.Just because I had one bad dayIt doesn’t determine my future.