THE LIGHT

The Light

The light in your eyes
is starting to fade away
just like night into day,

Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
front that nothing is wrong,

But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
you ever said,

You are constantly fight with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going,

As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
you start it up all over again
head to let this pain run

Now I have too accepted that you are
now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues,

The taste of happiness has faded
to another place were silence made Home
this feeling that hunts at me
I must scream,

I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold beaten down room,

I started having a visions
that captive within myself
feels as if someone pulling the rug
out from me,

Oh, I cannot breathe
Please someone help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
my heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep,

I don't want to give up
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own

You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within

Am holding it all in
how much can one person take
I try with all my might to let it all end,

Why darkness try's so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray,

When death has taken its course
this is not who I'm supposed to be
I always try to remain bright
in the love of my God,

But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right,

I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run free until I have finely find me
I am asking you my God to help me please,

dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

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