Letting Go
Letting things go is a lot harder than it looks
It means that all of the shit that is bottled up has no where to go
It also means forgiving people who don't really deserve it
For me, it means that I would have to let go the pain I harbor
That in itself is too much for one to bear
Everyone is telling me that one day I will have to let go of the anger and hate inside of me
Won't they be disappointed when I wont let it go because when I do that, I forgive the people who have wronged me
The people who said they would be there for me and they weren't
I would forgive myself first before I forgive anyone, and that would be a cold day in hell
Letting go of all the shit in my head would be almost traumatic