Make it stop!

Make it stop!

Just let me be FREE

Free from the pain

Free from the thoughts

Free from my own mind!

I don't want to be trapped forever 

one thing I know for sure,

I have to stop leaving scars trying, 

trying to get out.

Why

Why did she curse me?

she programmed my mind to torture itself.

I can hear her in my mind, beating me.

After so many punches, kicks and slaps, 

I start to bleed.

I feel it pouring from the cuts

the cuts that are on my skin.

Now having to hide them from the world, 

they scream at me.

they mock me in my own mind

each slice having its own voice in my head.

watching

my

every

move.