I'm beyond what I use to be before 

 

I look at life way different now

 

Trying to find the real me, its starting to feel better now

 

I've never had the time for myself, or maybe I was too busy worrying about someone else 

 

I've never loved myself , nor have I had time for myself or even thought about what I actually like about myself 

 

So quick to love something that doesn't even love you back as much as you love them 

 

Why do I base the world off love 

 

Why do I feel like I need to be loved 

 

I feel that love is important 

 

But love will come when it comes and I will not beg to be wanted