Before I was born everybody joined the conspiracy
So no I'm pouring out my tears, got to do it lyrically
Trying not to say it, cause aint nobody feeling me
It’s like every time I try to reveal
Nobody listens to how I feel
No matter how close they are, I just can’t deal
Myself I want to kill
But it’s against Gods will
It’ll hurt some, so i got to chill
But the ish is real
Depending on myself
Mama no wealth
Daddy on crack so you already know his health
And then my only brother
Stole from me
Spit threats
And want even roll for me
But I have no other
So it just me the soldier
Been shot so many times but it still aint over
I’m Irish but it aint come with the four leaf clover
Not going in to deep cause i already told ya
I’m keeping it quiet and going hard like will smith with 7 pounds on his shoulders
My feelings aint nothing but jokes
Laughs for the grown folks
As for my peers
I don’t think the picture painted clear
Pain is the only thing I see near
But I keep it on the hush
Cause no matter what no hero for me, so watch me crush