Kaleidoscopic
Who I am?
I'd rather begin
with the obverse
A fixed and rooted entity
comfortable and knowing
of myself and things around me
secure in my geography
If this sounds like self-deprecation
that is not
my intention
but rather an acknowledgement
of my self's position
A kaleidoscope, I feel
is an accurate description
If you sense my apprehension,
you are not mistaken
for who I am
is integral to
my interpretation
At this moment-
is it global?
or is it singular
in location?
I am scrumptious and I am charming
with proper calibration
I am light and effervescent
with due manipulation
I'm stagnant, sharp, stubborn
when left in isolation
I am a reflection of my viewer-
a product of their influence
yet
with or without their two cents
I am my glass and pebbles
but withstanding their limitations
they possess infinite arrangements
To where they display their facet
of understanding and spirited discretion
of comfort in their illusions
and trust in derivation
I am dynamic and
I am discursive
it is true that I don't know
But I can say- without hesitation
I know
that I don't.