Feeling alone

Feeling unworthy

Nowhere to go 

No one to turn to 

Trying to cry

It's not working

Trying to yell 

But they have taken my voice

I curl up in a ball

Just stare blankly at the wall

 

My heart hurts

My head hurts

My life is full of pain

I wanna scream and shout 

But i lost my voice!

 

What to do?

I feel worthless

Honestly.. I wanna die

There is a voice that isn't mine

That is saying hey take your life

They don't care

They don't like you

They won't miss you

You will feel relief when you die

I tell myself

all the time

every second, minute and hour

I wanna die

 

One day I got a phone call and

My friend Sarah killed herself

She was really sad

I found that news out and was torn

I don't want to make anyone feel the way I did when i found that out

so finally i thought "Just Stop!"

 

It is time to stop killing ourselves 

Push through and it will get better

Don't focus on what is bad

Don't isolate yourself

Just Stop!

We can get through this

I can force a smile and laugh until it is real

I wanna die but I will make myself live

It is time to STOP!