You had it together,

Remember?

Your fate comes 

From a pharmacy. 

Sanity is for no one;

For you.

Why must you

Insist?

Insistance?

Dependancy.

Infantile attempts at

What?

Fight back feelings. 

Feelings capped with a child-proof lock. 

You fool. 

You should have seen

The warning signs. 

But you won't lose it

This time,

No. 

Tears are for the weak;

Codependancy. 

Twenty milligrams of life. 

Try so hard. 

You can do without. 

You are better

Than this.