How can person's opinion weaken me, Trying to make me a victim of your indecency, You cant make me feel less of a man, this isn't my first time I’ve been stripped of my dignity, But how can they be so right, When i know I’m not Wrong, And how can I stay strong, from what tormented me for so long, Suppressed memories, Ya no like that one eminem song, But If life is a two way street, Then why do I prolong, On this no where to go, ​One way to a dead end, With no one to trust as a friend, Who won’t condescend On me, As I descend into this "New Fake World of Pretend", Where I refuse to mend, but still comprehend on what kinda vibes others send, Now if my "ADHD" goes off track, Let me bring it back, Cause awhile ago I felt my loyality under attack, Belittled & Questioned, Like I just got done smoking crack, Now I was standing there holding heartfelt pain back, Then I realized I just got hit by a Judgemental Smack, All in my feelings im ButtHurt, My eyes watery I'm fighting back tears, Then I start to recall old fears from hagert plygrd days to past few yrs, For a moment there I couldn’t think clear, then I Remembered that these kinda people are always near, A thought that should mess with my conscience, But I control my own damn mindset, So its now its clear that some people will believe'em I bet, fkn Judgement is what i just met, But the insecurities i hold dear, are not yours to speak on "Do ya Hear" See I’m a survivor, and im still fkn here, So In this land of opportunity if I’m weak, Then you fake ass people are ruining me, And to my family or my community I feel I deserve immunity, From all your One sided Close minded opinions, Divided and misguided visions, That was my past decisions, So Don’t start judging me like your closets empty, See there is a war being fought, Deadly drugs are being bought that could have me distraught, But I’ve been brought up and taught, To go head on, into battle Strap up your a house without a saddle, Round up all the fellas, like theyre the cattle, Its Guy time So Drop the baby rattles, Go get a paddle, If not fk it I'll row my own damn boat, Cuz others will always Laugh & Joke, enclosed in glass and smoke, no passion to cope, to them I’m either smashing hope Or Im blasting more dope, And that slashes my rope, And I dont wanna crash and I croak, So I share what I know, Cuz I care and I grow, and I put this in poem the only way i know, but Beware of my no flow...