eyes wide. 

suprised.

wishing, hoping its all a lie. 

scared. 

shook.

dont know what to say.

just thinking what my parents would say.

disappointment and shame.

wondering will my friends treat me the same.

but mostly my partner.

what will he think?

will he help me out?

hoping he wont leave.

so many emotions, all at once.

thinking to myself, like what have i done? 

so many options. 

good and bad.

but, with this baby. 

I shall stand. 

no giving it up, even when times get hard.

this is my baby. 

and i will finish what i start.