Invisible Pain
Location
Tired
Always, Constantly
Never Endingly
Tired
Lying awake
Tossing and turning
Head dropping lower and lower in class
I don’t know what to do, how can I stop this?
Moving in slow motion
Stuck in jello
Trapped in my own body
Only three more steps
have to make it down them
This shouldn’t be this hard!
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to make this stop
Burning Hitting me like an icepick,
Constant, never ending
Pain
Advil, PT, therapy
Here try this, try this, no try this
Doctors after doctors
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to fix this
Maybe you’re just stressed out
Maybe it’s all in your head
Maybe you just need to get over it
Maybe you don’t know
Just because you can't see it doesn’t mean it isn’t real
How can you judge me? You haven’t been here
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to stop this
Angry, so angry
Hating myself
Hating my body
Constant, never ending
PAIN
This is not fair...
I don’t know what to do, I can’t make this stop