Internal Despair
Tired and lonely she sat there
Watching the world
Oh how she longed for fresh air
Be bold
Have no despair
Be kind
Be nice
"Cheers"
She no longer could be faithful
Slave
Slut
Disrespectful child
Worthy of nothing
Useful for much
Searching
Searching
She found no crutch
"Lay me down
Where I can not be found"
Then she took one last puff
Ugly
Disfigured
Have you no limits?
Burn it,loose it-do what you can
Because darling with that body
You'll surely never have a plan
Child,child
Oh for fucks sake-stop being so wild
No mother,no father
And you defiantly have no other
Come back here as the dishes await
Failure,failure
Honey that's all that you'll be
Try rising from the ashes but
Wet feet is all that you'll see
What is money?
Oh honey what is it?
The wars that we wage?
Or the lives that are sought?
Do you fear that it'll disappear?
Oh dear honey when will you re-appear?
Was it real?
Or a internal affair?
But oh it did happen
Leaving gruesome images-with nothing to repair.
