Inner Makings of me
Walking down the street making sure these poor boys eyes bleed
My hips in the right place making myself irresistible to chase
Do you see the flawlessness is the way I strut?
Beauty from head to toe but nobody realizing the hours it took to gain this look
Bringing my self esteem to its all time low
Pressure to the point of insanity
Forgetting the inner workings of me
You have to open your eyes to realized that u are not seeing my real eyes
No I’m not talking about these big brown things on my face
But the inner working of my soul the place i hide so I can feel safe
Do you know the steps I had to take to feel accepted in the world?
Thinking I had to be this hot body woman with makeup and mini skirts
Forgetting that I’m still this tiny little girl little girl
PRESSURED to the point of INSANITY
Forgetting about the inner workings of me
I tried so hard to get the best
Realizing that I’m settling for less
So I try a little harder losing who is really me
PIECE BY PIECE STRIPPING ME OF MY INTEGRITY
Walking in a place with young girls saying age before beauty
Looking down at my hand realizing I’ve spent my life worrying about what people could see
Looking in to the mirror seeing that it’s over and I’m almost done
I’ve spent my life DARKEND IN THE SHADOW with NO FUN
Pressured to the point of INSANITY
Forgetting about the inner workings of me
So I take the little bit of life that is left of me
And I pass the word on to the little girls who have not yet opened their eyes and SEEN
This world and life that can TRICKK THEM
FORCING them making them think make up and miniskirts can fix them
So I tell u this the world is something u DO NOTwant to miss
So open your eye and realize the INNER WORKINGS OF YOUR SELF
Then maybe you can break out of this pretty little world
Made up but is nothing but MAKE UP OVER HELL....