I awoke to a loud bang as my room was filled with the
Flashing blue and white lights.
This was normal in my life because my parents loved to fight.
My father while high had beat my mother because she was a "bother".
This set an example for me as a brother and I became the biggest thing I feared, a monster.
Socializing became a diaster, I could not control who I was becoming.
I thought it would be cool to be rough and tough but I was just an abuser a trait I inherited from a user.
Then I was saved by someone who taught me a valuable lesson.
I must give love to receive it, the one thing I missed out on as a child became attainable.
Life saveble.
Thank you S. For all.