IMPULSE
Approach the bottle lingering for hope
Best to know now no one cares, here alone longing to cope
Cutting deeper until no life holds
Daring to press the trigger amongst your fragile body, dead and cold
Every day is a struggle for each to hold on
Feeling and yearning for the destine dream to be gone
Good no longer holds their hands
Hope of death is no longer as planned
Isolated amongst this mental institution
Just discovered our lust for death, hearts filled with confusion
Killing ourselves still remain
Loving hearts praying for us to be tamed
Moaning and crying to be loved
Never experienced the freedom to fly like a dove
Open wounds reveal my past
Pressure to be perfect no longer last
Quiet whispers set the night
Restful souls, peace at sight
Sights of love fill the air
Tears fill my eyes as love does not confront thee without a care
Under my fragile skin lies a lonely boy named Conner
Vanessa and Tony found love for each other
Wondering why I bother to live any longer, I still crave to die
Xanax couldn’t complete what I desire, therefore I must do it myself to be still with no more cries
Yells and screams fill the air, as for I am gone now and all now suddenly care
Zephyr fills the evening sky for now I am home