I'm A Teenager
Who am I they ask?
Well, I'm a teenager
I wake up; go to school; come back; do homework and repeat
My parents think I'm rebelious sometimes
And I spent too much time on the internet
That's all there is to it..... right?
Well let me tell you one thing
You're wrong
I am so much more complex than that
Because one minute,
I am the sun and the clouds
But then the next,
I am a storm
I am a storm thats crashing down going 100 mph
Destroying everything in my path
Not because I want to, but because it happens
And then all of the sudden,
I am the universe
Expanding and stretching over miles and miles without some definte stop
Continuosly evolving and changing and exploding inside
Because the one time
The one time I truly find who I am,
Someone does something
And everything crashes down
And I have to find myself al over again
And then I start to question myself,
I start to question
If I truly am who I am
Or if it's just an illusion
That who I think I am is some delusional fragment of my mind that I made up
Because who I really am is some unimaginable object that I cannot bear to think of
But then, I remember to breathe
To breathe because my lungs feel like they're being suffocated by the world
To breathe because that's the only way to live on
But none of that matters...right?
None of that matters because I'm just a teenager
And accoding to society,
Teenagers aren't supposed to be having problems like these
They're supposed to be happy and carefree
But I'm not like that
We're not like that
I worry so much more
And I feel way too much
And I think way too much
But I guess I'm just a fragment
A small being
In this world filled with 7 billion people
My problems are just a tiny piece of everything
I am 1 person among billions
And that, gives me peace
So who am I they ask?
Who am I among those 7 billion people
Here's the answer
I don't know