Unlike last time, this time is not going to be the same,

Because I am the one who got myself into this mess, and I am the only person who I can blame.

It is not going to bother me like it has in the past, 

And even though I have said this before, this time the motivation is going to last.

I am not going into this with the same mindset as before,

Because this time I know that I can always go for one more.

One more time of picking myself up one more time,

One more time trying to move that mountain that I have been struggling to climb.

One more time of giving it everything I got,

One more time of trying something new, but remembering all of the lessons that were taught.

One more time of trying my best to prove everyone wrong,

One more time of proving to myself what I know I have had in me all along.

Finally realizing that I do not need anyone else to survive,

And making sure that all of the ones who doubted me are the ones who finally get to see me 

thrive.

I know this journey won’t be easy, but it will be worth it in the end,

And that is why I keep having to try it again and again.

Even though this journey has not been perfect, there is something inside of me that won’t allow 

me to quit,

Because deep down, I know that this goal is the perfect fit.

It is always what I have wanted for as long as I can remember,

And I know that this time, I am going to achieve this goal by December.

This time, everyone who doubted me is going to see,

That I did not need anyone else to believe in me.